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Day 5 of #1000wordsofsummer 2022

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Day 5 of #1000wordsofsummer 2022

Jami Attenberg
Jun 8, 2022
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Day 5 of #1000wordsofsummer 2022

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Hi friends.

Today you will write 1000 words. Because you are full of desires that can only be manifested in words. Today, perhaps, it is the desire to be consumed by something other than reality. To sink deeply into something so we can shut out the outside world. A place to conceal ourselves for the moment. In the safety of the words.

Writing has always felt like the most secure place on earth for me. Somewhere I can burrow into while I process whatever I need to process. When I spend time on those thousand words every day, it is like everything else disappears, and even when it is hard, even when it feels really real and emotional, I still feel protected within that landscape. The page is all mine.

Today’s guest contributor is Morgan Parker. Man, I love Morgan. She can write pretty much anything, including young adult novels, brilliant and moving essays, and, of course, poetry, including There Are More Beautiful Things Than Beyonce and Magical Negro, which won the 2019 National Book Critics Circle Award. Her charitable donation goes to Loveland Therapy Fund.

Today she shares an affirmation with us, typed during a new moon.

A typewritten letter reading:  This will be my first 1000 words of summer and I am fucking terrified. I am going to fail. Whatever my goals are, I will not reach them. I will not create award-winning literature. I will break many of my own intentions and lose at least two days bullying myself and at leasat one day coddling myself, and I definitely won’t finish my book, Like, let’s be real, Morgan. It’s 2 weeks. So I’m going to forgive myself up front for failing to meet my own absurd expectations, and congratulate m self ahead of time for returning, each day, to “the desk”, willfully and intentionally, gratefully and purposefully, because that is how it happens. And something will happen.  Before counting anything I would like to congratulate myself for all the days when 20 fees like Everest. When I hate 1,000 out of 1,000 of my words. I’m forgiving myself in advance for all the absolute crap I will write before getting my groove. For taking too many TV breaks. For not getting to The Desk before 5 pm. I will get my head out of my ass and my mind out of my head, and eat meals and remember to drink water. I will be too dedicated to doubt myself and too imaginative to judge myself. I will not delete sentences before finishing them. When the phone or dog whines for my attention I will finish my thought first. If the computer woos me with its wiki research wormholes or sneers at me with its sassy cursor, I will switch to a notebook. If I find myself doodling, I’ll move to a typewriter. I will show my tools some love (justify my indulgences); be in love with the physical “stuff” of craft. Limited edition pencils, pocket fountain pens, German typwriters with fresh ribbons, gifted notebooks, special pencil sharpener, red pens and green staples. I will de-intellectualize and re-sensualize my writing practices. Pay attention to how my body feels. The whisper of a scrawling hand sliding over paper. The bell at the end of the line. Turning a new page. I will turn a new page. When I find myself writing a grocery list I will make a snack. When my wrists hurt I’ll take a walk. When Netflix asks if I’m still watching, I will leave the house altogether. When I don’t remember what I’m doing or why, I ‘ll read June Jordan poems, Baldwin’s Art of Fiction interview, and if necessary 8th grad journals or the high school essay that concludes “I will write.” Back then I said it was the only thing I knew for certain. Today’s a new moon, maybe that’s why I’m writing intentions. I am trying to be an affirmation for myself. This morning I set an alarm for 4:30 am that with the label “the moon is new.” When it woke me I rose up in bed and wondered if I should go outside and look.

Here are some June Jordan poems & the James Baldwin Art of Fiction interview.

Have a gorgeous day with your words.

Jami

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Kathleen
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Jun 8, 2022Liked by Jami Attenberg

It is comforting to know that other writers have to overcome the same obstacles that I am facing daily in this challenge. Four hundred + words so far but will keep at it until I've reached my goal!

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Wendy
Jun 8, 2022Liked by Jami Attenberg

Love this affirmation from Morgan Parker -- can totally relate!

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